My Lost Friendship

I had a friend, the most understanding relationship, we had.
I felt my heart lighter and easier, when I was with him
The most heart pricking moment that happened in my life too;
Was like feather in the hand, due to the inspiration he gave;
Those days, I could not even dream, if at all we would fight how those days would be;
Because I always had a confidence that we will not be separated;
I have never expected anything from him, infact tat was the real friendship;
I have never hidden anything from him, even whatever worst has happen;
I have never been possessive with him, those days - until one day
When I had that possessive feeling started, problem too had its begining;
Nearly one and half years over, I am searching for my lost happiness
Though I smile outside, my heart is in pursue of that real joy

Pain is pricking my heart;
Tears are hiding the eyes;
But anger is the mask, I am wearing;
Konwing with out the path to travel;
I am searching for that in night;
Though lights are there, my eyes are tied up
Dont know to explain the pain in words
but the nature knows the feel, for to them only I cry and share;