Probing the delight

It has been years before, when I was quite having Happy-go-lucky life

And everything that happened around me, widespread only the fragrance of joy

The days where I thought nothing about the future, had only ear to the days at-hand,

Obstacles quite often showed their face, making a question mark about future

Thou knotty situations engulfed, the days were filled blithe

All owe to the reason; the mind could visibly understand the uncertainty of life.

Days passed, where mind acknowledged the summons of emotional waves, which invited the distance between affable people in life.

Everything around seemed grayed out and I was put in to a dark room, strongly felt the pain of losing someone but didn’t understand the verity of life, again put forth before me - Where lays real happiness?

The big question which answers depends on only the individual’s perception.

For some it is achieving the impossible aim which they had as a dream

Others it would be winning the moments as theirs, for few it would be materialistic,

Whatever it may be, for me happiness lays in satisfaction of life…

Nothing but a realistic struggle to win the race besides accepting the seconds with smile!

Probing the thoughts!

if at all i would have known that only, my possessive thoughts would be the greatest enemy for our friendship,
i would have killed my thoughts, when you said that you will never be away from my life as you are now!

But too late when i realized, now i am just speculating, whether it is illusion me thinking that you are always in my life,
as you were before with the same probing thoughts!

இறைவன் எங்க?

இன்று ஒரு சம்பவம் என்னை யோசிக்க வைத்தது
நான் கோவிலுக்கு செல்வதற்காக காசு (20 ரூபாய் தான் அதுவும் அம்மா கொடுத்தது) எடுத்து கொண்டு சென்றஎன்
பூ வாங்க வண்டிய ஸ்டண்ட் போட்டுட்டு
கடைய நோக்கி சென்ற போகுது
ஒரு கை எல்லாத தாத்தா பிச்சை எடுத்து கொண்டு இருந்தார்
நான் பூ வாங்கி சிவாவா சந்தோஷா படுதிர விட
அந்த தாத்தாவுக்கு கொடுத்து சாப்பிட சொல்லலமே என்று
அவரிடம் கொடுத்து விட்தேன் கையில் வைத்திருந்த பணத்தை..
அவரும் சிவாய நமா என்று கூறி விட்டு வைத்து கொண்டார்..
என்ன ஒரு சிரிப்பு

இறைவன் எங்கும் இருக்கிறான்!!!

கண்ணை கட்டி கொண்டு தேதுிறாஎன்

நட்பை தேடினென் உன்னை காணும் வரை
இப்போ உன்னை???

Theduthal....

வாழ்க்கையில் என் பக்கங்களை திருப்பி பார்க்க
நான் நினைத்ததில்லை!
உன் நட்பின் ஆழம், உன்னோடு இருக்கும் வரையில்
நான் உணர்ந்ததில்லை!
சுவாசமாக இருந்த உன்னை, என்னிடம் இருந்து பிரித்துஎடுத்த காலம்
எனக்கு உணர்த்தியதுஉன் பிரிவின் வலியை!
உன்னை மறக்க நான் எடுக்கும் எல்லா முயற்சிலும்
நம் நட்பின் நினைவு என் மனத்தின் பக்கங்களாக திரும்ப!
உன்னை நெருங்கினாள், உன் மகிழ்ச்சிக்கு..
நான் தடையாக இருப்பனோஎன்கிற பயத்தினால்
உன் அசைவுகளை அமைதியாக பார்க்கிறேன்
அது கூட புரியாமல் என்னை கடந்து செல்கிறாய்!
ஒரு முறை திரும்பி பார்திறுந்தால்
உனக்கு புரிந்திறுக்கும்
அல்லது என் கண்ணீர் மிதந்த கண்கள்
உன்னிடும் விளக்கிறுகும்,
உன் நட்பின் சுவாசத்தைதேடும்
என் இதயத்தின் வலியை!!!!!

What is the easiest way to divert the thoughts?
Human should not allow thoughts to control mind
Mind should be the master to take decisions
Whatever may happen in life; Time will not wait for none;
Life has to go; Days will run as fast as it can go;
So why to worry about the Past;
Make your moments lively, enjoyable, passionate
Even if someone scolds, take it with a smile
and turn all your negavtive to positive
and the one who scold should be proud of you
Show your anger, pain in achieving things your dream and making it true.

My Lost Friendship

I had a friend, the most understanding relationship, we had.
I felt my heart lighter and easier, when I was with him
The most heart pricking moment that happened in my life too;
Was like feather in the hand, due to the inspiration he gave;
Those days, I could not even dream, if at all we would fight how those days would be;
Because I always had a confidence that we will not be separated;
I have never expected anything from him, infact tat was the real friendship;
I have never hidden anything from him, even whatever worst has happen;
I have never been possessive with him, those days - until one day
When I had that possessive feeling started, problem too had its begining;
Nearly one and half years over, I am searching for my lost happiness
Though I smile outside, my heart is in pursue of that real joy

Pain is pricking my heart;
Tears are hiding the eyes;
But anger is the mask, I am wearing;
Konwing with out the path to travel;
I am searching for that in night;
Though lights are there, my eyes are tied up
Dont know to explain the pain in words
but the nature knows the feel, for to them only I cry and share;

Where lies the real happiness?

I offten wondered about this quote: Where lies the real happiness?

Is it in watching a favourite movie with your close friends

When I stay with my mother during weekends, the small things, she takes care - I really feel that second is the most gifted moment of my life

When you give amount to any body begging in the railway stations, the smile they show, after recieving the amount

When a misunderstanding is there between you and your most dear friend, no conversation, suddenly he comes and talk - I feel like flying in the parachute

Talking without any topic simply to say mokkai conversation but even that would go for hours and finally u feel happy

Enjoying the beauty of nature like coorg or munnar or ooty in the loneliness, the sounds of birds in the cool atmosphere

hearing music and walking in snow

having a cup of tea in the heavy downpour(rain)

travel in the bus in the drizzling environment

the list goes...above all

real happiness lies in helping the people with a smile and making others happy though your heart is in pain

greetings

எவன் ஒருவன் தினமும் தன்னை புது பிபானோ
அவன் வாழ்கையில் ஜெயம் கொண்டான்